Sunday, November 18, 2007

Old friends...


Well, she isn't that old. Not yet 31 actually.
And I haven't even known her for more than two years.
But she is one of the best and most sparkling people in all of my life.

Now I am anxiously waiting for her cab to pull her up to my doorstep.

Tara, aka "HUNEEEEE!!!", not so direct from London, via NYC!!!!

Friday, November 16, 2007

Dreaming

Part One.

Sometimes
we talk about them,
never of interest
to anyone
other than ourselves.

I've met you all,
from those who claim
“I don't”

(Each night,
your breathing ,
even
in
out
in.)

I know the way
between the spaces.

To those who claim
“Crazy cheese dreams!”

(Some Gouda or
Extra Sharp
New Zealand
Grass Fed
Organic,
Rennetless
Baby Goat's Teet
Cheddar,
to pair with

the creative juices

on which we flow...)

And be it sober or
floating.

In a dirty dishpan
of whiskey
and wine

I say,

Your dreams are
Slumbering
out of consideration,

(whispering, “we can be far too polite”)


Part Two.

I've been sleeping.


Easily, and
far too much.


Last night a twelve month old told me,
“I know I am much more articulate
than you would expect,
given my age.”

And I laughed.

Because it made too much sense.

Part Three.

I lost my dreams once.

After buses and trains.

After all movement ended.

Each page of my daily living,
cheated,
and wind swept.

I indulged in fondue, and
diversions.

I let my body be touched

by anyone who would dare,

And still each night,
would sigh, in prayer,
and frustration;

My friends,
My dreams,

Where are you?

Part 4.

Now

I am waiting for the day

When you

Will eat breakfast

With me.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

And not in any way to detract from the previous post...

I was walking home yesterday and passed a decapitated pigeon on the sidewalk in residential Brookline.

It was grotesque.

This is strange, right? I mean giant turkeys and headless pigeons?

I think Davis Square will be a good change.

Today was a very good day.

My very dear friend got me a very sweet new RIDE... complete with lock, pump and two lights! Two! I am so excited! I rode home in record time, not because I was in a hurry but just because I could. What a difference! I would rather put myself in front of angry Boston drivers than sit beside another bored, tired working man or woman struggling to keep their eyes open on the infuriatingly inefficient, depressing , smelly T.

I am so grateful and lucky to have all these beings walking in and out of my various loopy paths...

K

PS. I apologize for the excessive use of the exclamation point. I know this bothers everyone, including myself, but well, it had to be done.

Friday, November 2, 2007

Blibbery Hide

Something is not right...

Its after 2 in the morning. I am out of wine and so am eating strawberry licorice and spending too much time looking at the facebook pages of people I was never friends with in high school. The T ride home took over an hour. 'Last train' apparently means we will wait at each stop for 30 minutes for NO ONE ELSE. I almost lost my shit. I almost became one of the crazy people. I seriously considered it and acted out each mini psycho-scenario in detail in my mind.
Maybe I am spending too much time in Central Square in the company of the insane.
Maybe three days off is more necessary than luxurious.